I called this blog as my days of my so-called life.  I just want to write anything happening around. Happy or sad. Truth or not. Real and the unreal. All about me. Feel free to share some thoughts if you would. I'll take it as a compliment.


Sometimes and there are times you need silence to think about things that are needed to put in order.I remembered I read one verse that emphasized the need for me to relax --- body, mind, spirit --- the entire psyche!  Yes and I did what I needed to do.  I had recently made a tough and difficult decision, received a not-so good news about some relatives of mine and battling over problems in which I sometimes didn't knew where it came from.  But, nevertheless, I had to think carefully with an open mind and optimistic thoughts.


Yes, in these times, quiet times, I became silent amidst the happenings and situations around me.  I let time take its course and learn to accept things happen for a reason.  I know I'm still on the verge of searching things and wondering what God may have in store for me.  


I do now realize His purpose. He hadn't meant for me to suffer more. He helped me find ways that what I am doing will be useful for all. Sharing to people whom you don't know gives you something in return. I left some of my friends but I gained more.


A plus factor is that I had to focus these important persons in my life --- my hubby and son.  I took them for granted in exchange for unappreciated work.  I focused on work but forgot my son and now I realized that he needs me more than anybody could.


Well, I'll keep moving on. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that someday there'll be a good life ahead of me...Yes, i know i had now. but i just wished it could be better.


God keeps reminding me to relax. I'm still doing it now and I do hope I will not lose it. Til next time!